I guess I've become cynical and disillusioned over the years. I started out fresh faced and bushy-tailed, but all those long hours and the uncertainty/pressure of the job is taking its toll.Is it really worth it for £120K? I watch the admin staff go home at 5.30 every night and I have to admit I do wonder why people are so eager to enter consultancy. I was lured into the profession by the prospect of interesting work and high salaries, but the industry has changed from what it was 10 years ago and just doesn't seem as appealing anymore. McK is a great brand to have on your CV, and I hope you do well in the interviews. But the competitive aspect of it all doesn't end when you get the job offer - if anything, it increases (think selling proposals, up or out during annual reviews, pressure to exceed client expectations, extensive travel, etc). I figure some people must be more driven and enjoy competition more than others.Your post has actually been a wake-up call for me. You are right, I have developed a negative attitude without even realising it. Maybe it's time I moved into industry or did something else. I don't know what, though. My self-esteem is at rock-bottom at the moment.